Ughhhh. Work at 7 am. Not fun…
And it’s really crazy how ending a friendship is really like a break up.
Everytime I talk about what happened between us someone says, “man, it sounds like a break up.” And you know, it kinda feels like it too. In a way it feels like you lose part of yourself.
Also, an update about Caitlin and I, we forgiven each other. We’re not best friends again, but we’ve talked a few times. Things are Ohkay between us. (:
So I’m watching “True Life: I’m breaking up with my best friend” and man, everything that is going on between these guys is like EXACTLY how it was for Caitlin and me.
One of the sets of best friends are living together with another girl and they’re drifting apart. And it showed one night where one of the best friends is going to dinner with the other girl and not inviting her friend. That happened a lot when Caitlin and I were in Idaho with Ashley.
It’s just pretty crazy to see these people going through the same things we did.
I feel like its really ridiculous that I want to leave Vegas and go to Forest City, Iowa.
The college I’m going to go to only has 500 students! That’s insane! The closest Walmart is about 45 minutes away. Let’s just say it’s the complete opposite of Vegas.
I mean, I love Vegas, but I just need change now. I need to be out on my own. Not living with my parents. I feel like I’m suffocating here and I need to leave.
Unfortunately, I won’t be leaving until like the middle of August. I just gotta endure it until then. Haha.
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